I am now writing poetry and you can read at the following link.
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Saturday, January 22, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Newness of things
Okay so where to start. I am in a quite new situation. I have recently entered a new stage of life. I am not advocating that it is for everyone but it is right for me. This adventure is known as Plural Marriage. I am a second wife and I feel extremely grateful to have my husband, my wife and two amazing kids that I absolutely adore.
The past few months have been rather exciting but also very stressful. I love having my sister wife as she is amazing and has so many strengths and things that I do not posses within myself. I also adore my husband and the sacrifices that he has made to make all of our lives easier by working extra hours and providing for all of us. The children belong to my sister wife and husband but I view them the same way I would my own children and I believe God has a divine way of showing us things.
This journey started several years ago for me. The transition has not been easy but it is so worth it. My sw has been a great emotional support and so has hubby. I am dealing with a lot of issues but they are a very safe place to deal with these things. I know that there is a ton of work to do and many things that I need to heal from in my past but it is so refreshing to have a husband and wife that are taking every step with me.
It has been a big transition for my family. My biological mother made the choice to cut herself out of my life and that has been a huge emotional hurt for me. She made this choice though by her actions and I think that I am a better person from having the distance to walk away for now and let things be as they are and who knows maybe one day she will grow up. My one brother has not said anything in regards to what I have chosen to do and probably doesn't want to talk with me and that is very hard to deal with in general. My two other brothers have not said anything other than that they want me happy. My sister has taken the news very well and has had at length phone conversations with my sister wife and they seem to get along really well. The woman I call mom not my biological mother has taken it in stride and has said all she wants is my happiness.
I just pray that one day all of my family will be supportive and understanding
The past few months have been rather exciting but also very stressful. I love having my sister wife as she is amazing and has so many strengths and things that I do not posses within myself. I also adore my husband and the sacrifices that he has made to make all of our lives easier by working extra hours and providing for all of us. The children belong to my sister wife and husband but I view them the same way I would my own children and I believe God has a divine way of showing us things.
This journey started several years ago for me. The transition has not been easy but it is so worth it. My sw has been a great emotional support and so has hubby. I am dealing with a lot of issues but they are a very safe place to deal with these things. I know that there is a ton of work to do and many things that I need to heal from in my past but it is so refreshing to have a husband and wife that are taking every step with me.
It has been a big transition for my family. My biological mother made the choice to cut herself out of my life and that has been a huge emotional hurt for me. She made this choice though by her actions and I think that I am a better person from having the distance to walk away for now and let things be as they are and who knows maybe one day she will grow up. My one brother has not said anything in regards to what I have chosen to do and probably doesn't want to talk with me and that is very hard to deal with in general. My two other brothers have not said anything other than that they want me happy. My sister has taken the news very well and has had at length phone conversations with my sister wife and they seem to get along really well. The woman I call mom not my biological mother has taken it in stride and has said all she wants is my happiness.
I just pray that one day all of my family will be supportive and understanding
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